Satisfying one’s intelligence…
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In the beginning of my spiritual journey within the confines of ISKCON, I had the inclination to accept pretty much everything that was presented to me by what seemed was an “advanced devotee” even if it didn’t sit well with my mind & intelligence. In hindsight I realize that this is the mentality of a […]

Time I Am…
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sri-bhagavan uvaca kalo ‘smi loka-ksaya-krt pravrddho lokan samahartum iha pravrttah rte ‘pi tvam na bhavisyanti sarve ye ‘vasthitah pratyanikesu yodhah “The Blessed Lord said: Time I am, destroyer of the worlds, and I have come to engage all people. With the exception of you [the Pandavas], all the soldiers here on both sides will be […]

More Moons For Prabhupada : A Vyasa Puja Homage
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My dear Srila Prabhupada, Please accept my humble obeisances. All glories to Your Divine Grace! Once again your transcendental appearance day has come & has blessed me with this opportunity to reflect upon my relationship with you & what exactly that means. Having taken birth in this material world seven years after your departure from […]

Srila Prabhupada Lives in His Books!
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George Harrison sings a song of his separation from Krishna. This same sort of separation is also sometimes felt in regards to the Vaishnavas. For the majority of my devotional life, Krishna has arranged it so that I’ve never had a devotional community to tap into as a regular daily function. I started off living […]

Reflections from the 2013 Sadhu Sanga Retreat
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I just returned from one of the most amazingly inspiring events of my lifetime, the 2013 Sadhu Sanga Retreat… 3 days of nothing but kirtan, sadhu sanga & plenty of prasadam. Just when I had thought it couldn’t get any better than last years retreat, words can’t even describe by how far it did. More […]

All You Need is Love…
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  I was reading Chapter 14 of Nectar of Devotion today & came across a lovely point I’d like to share. Basically jnana (knowledge) & viragya (renunciation) are not very desirable things. Too much knowledge or renunciation can lead to a hardening of the heart which is counterproductive to developing love for Krishna. Bhakti requires […]

Life Behind Bars…
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Recently we took a trip to Eastern State Pententary up in Philadelpia, PA. Our motivation was mainly the aesthetic appeal of nature reclaiming man made construction followed by it being the first penitentiary in the world. Eastern state penitentiary was a revolutionary model of creating a conducive atmosphere whereby criminals could do their penance,  have […]

Nirvana & the Bhagavad-Gita
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When we think of the philosophical concept of nirvana which Prabhupada describes as “finishing material life” it’s not that hard to understand how it relates to the Bhagavad-Gita. But, when we think of Nirvana of the late 80s/ early 90s Seattle Grunge band variety it’s a bit harder to make that connection. Until now… While […]

Onward Thru the Fog!
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Recently I have embarked on a journey to devote more time to reading Srila Prabhupada’s books. I’m glad that Srila Prabhupada gave us a vast literary collection to choose from. Really there’s something for everyone, no matter what level or where your interest lies. I started off with “Teachings of Lord Caitanya” & about 15 […]

Things go Better With Hare Krishna
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Nearly two months have passed since my last entry and thus I have received a couple notes from devotees about my lack of blogging. For the last ever I’ve been going through a transitional stage in my attempts to practice Krishna consciousness, sometimes during these there are lots of things to write about, others I […]