
The movement inaugurated by Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu when He was present five hundred years ago is again being propagated all over the world, and factually we are seeing its practical results. People are being saved, protected and maintained by this Hare Krsna movement. Thousands of followers, especially Western youths, are taking part in this Hare Krsna movement, and how safe and happy they feel can be understood from the expressions of gratitude in their hundreds and thousands of letters.
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Expression of Gratitude
My question to myself when did I personally thank a devotee for their advice, guidance, encouraging words or engagement in some small seva, do I personally take that small moment to write a letter of gratitude?
Sometimes a conversation with a devotee makes you stop, ponder, reflect and as the saying goes take a big slice of humble pie.
I wrote a reflection on fault finding like a fly in this age of Kali we find the stool the bad bits overlooking the magnificent garden the amazing seva each individual does; feeding this and surrounding myself with like minded fault finding individuals. Then comes offence.
But their is a better way by looking for the good in individuals developing the mood of gratitude, and expressing that, not in an artificial way but in a humble way with sincerity.
Gratitude
Reflection
At times we clash with devotees and indeed I look at the list of devotees I’ve sadly clashed with and in truth their amazing devotees; reality and in honesty if I had just an ounce of their bhakti I would be 100% a better devotee than I am now.
Puffed up with pride and belief in self and ones own self righteousness of course I am always 100% right so words of wisdom are ignored and gratitude not expressed; what a fool I’ve been.
Its hard to apologies, and it is hard to express Gratitude for the amazing tolerance individual devotees have shown to, now a huge piece of humble pie has been served and like all slices of humble pie it’s stuck in the back of the throat unless I act on it I will choke.
So let’s see:
The New Zealand Matajis each one showed amazing kindness, tolerance and without their guidance would never have had such a great grounding in Krishna Consciousness. How I miss your association I’m sorry I never came to your fair well meal. The pain of loosing your association was and still remains too much but I can say our time together was without a shadow of a doubt my happiest.
Candidas Das who’s patience and tolerance is limitless and guided me through the most turbulent time in Krishna Consciousness and who engaged me nicely in small act’s of seva, a truly remarkable devotee
Tarkanath Das who manages both the Swansea and Cardiff centre who’s dedication to serving his guru maharaja with the greatest success and who’s rugby analogue was truly priceless, my regret is I allowed my mind to spoil it all; I would encourage you all to visit their will be a warm welcome waiting for you.
Parogana Das from Bhaktivadanta Manor who on my first day their engaged me nicely in seva cleaning the temple room, how I miss the high clean I still clearly recall our first conversation and the words “the service is their if you want it, stay safe in Krishna’s service”
Parsharam Das and Chris Green and the food for all team, what fun we had and what an inspiration you all remain, thank you for the times I got to join you in the van.
The bakery and all my friends their who have helped and encourage me and supported all my little efforts in trying to make progress in spiritual life.
gadhadha and the pujairs who have taught and shared so much wisdom and insight
To senior devotees like mother Urmila Mataji who took time to read reply and give perfect guidance, to Kripamoya Das who’s advice and wisdom at times I’ve neglected but as time passes am appreciating more and more.
To all those amazing devotees who’s association I’ve had in one way or another each unequally inspirational
To those whom I’ve never met but interact with on social media
Thank you each and everyone of you for richly improving my life and please forgive my unforgiving nature and roughness may be by your association I may begin to show the qualities of a devotee
Apologising to anyone I’ve missed
Hare Krishna