Written by Rukmini devi dasi, 29 apr 2019
he guro jnana-da dina-bandho
svananda-datah karunaika-sindho
vrindavanasina hitavatara
prasida radha-pranaya-prachara
“O spiritual master, O giver of divine
wisdom, O friend of the fallen, you are the giver of your own bliss and you are
the only ocean of mercy. Although dwelling in Vrindavana, you have descended
for the welfare of fallen souls like myself and you are preaching the divine
love of Radha for Krishna. Please be kind upon me.”
(from Prayers in Glorification of the Spiritual Master)
Kingsday was barely over when Vyasapuja dawned. In the
morning class Maharaja turned to the Antya lila of Caitanya Caritamrta,
a section on sadacara that Krsnadasa Kaviraja includes to prevent us
from taking Vrindavana cheaply.
“When spiritual life is a struggle to make a commitment, lust
is a constant pressure. It’s not that we have to overcome the material energy,
but we have to look for absorption.”
Instead of a ‘sense grati-vacation’, going to the holy places
was his advice. Maharaja shared his
meditations in Benapole, Bangladesh, where Haridasa Thakura transformed
the lustful intentions of a prostitute to pure love of God.
“If we are light in our spiritual practice the wind of lust
will sweep us off our feet. One must be heavy with the weight of knowing,
exploring and serving Krsna. It is not enough to do the right things. Sadacara
is still too light. Initiation is still too light. The unabating pressure of
lust will still be there. How do we get rid of it? We turn to the mercy of Lord
Caitanya.”
It was the ground-setter to the Vyasapuja celebrations
which continued as per tradition in the community hall where we were under the
sweet shelter of Krsna’s lotus feet – literally! High up on the ceiling was a
gigantic depiction of Krsna’s feet with all the symbols embossed on translucent
yellow fabric. Adorning the ceiling was a paper-chain version of the disciplic
succession – Vaisnavas holding onto the feet of the Vaishnava
ahead of them. Around us were the waves of the ocean of material existence. On
all the walls were creative depictions of the different countries that Maharaja
preaches in and his special projects (and nuances) there. Kalindi and her team
of devotees from all over the world did a sterling job.
Krishna Kirtan, the funny
but thoughtful master of ceremonies, set the program into motion and after a
lightning quick foot bathing, it was time for offerings of the heart in spoken
word.
Some reflections and
offerings that are embedded in my memory:
Rupa Sanatana: May your example guide me in the expression
of freedom through responsibility.
Gopinatha Acarya: To be a
guru is to be a disciple. To be true to ourselves and the spiritual master is
the difference between the imitator and the real disciple.
Atulya took the first verse
of the sad-goswami astakam and explained it in relation to Maharaja’s
qualities; everyone can relate to him and he is an example of no envy – “you
share your mellows.”
Gaura Mohan highlighted the
meaning behind the decor, including “Blessings are the stepping stones in
spiritual life” which was lettered onto the ceiling.
Bhagavati hinted at the
rapid advancement made by Manisha Mataji, a cancer-patient Maharaja initiated
and shared his response: “I didn’t do anything special. I’m just the servant of
great personalities before me.”
Gurudasa was in top
performance. His live rap was pacey, catchy and creative.
Navadwipa Prabhu (read in
absence): One cannot repay the debt to the spiritual master because he
introduces you to the spiritual world.
Gopali: There is nothing
that can compare to the taste of serving you directly or indirectly.
Neil: I come to make a
lifelong commitment to use this life in the service of Krsna. This is no longer
scary.
Jahnavi Candrika: This is
our real new year. I’m so proud to be your disciple. I hope that you will be
proud of me also.
Urugayi: You are someone who
really cares about our benefit. You saved my life in so many ways.
And then little Giriraj
handed Maharaja a t-shirt with “Papa Gurumaharaja”, matching his own mini
version.
Sanatani: I’m grateful for
the time you spent with us in Vrindavana. Thinking of it brings me to tears. I
think now I have developed the intelligence to just say, “Yes”.
Tirumala, Kalindi and
Tungavidya presented words in action with their first Krsna conscious kids book
‘Simha’ decked with beautifully painted illustrations for Maharaja (in response
to which he did a series of baby poses). Tirumala also send a video of a “based
on real life” story of the adventures of a tortoise – with expert graphics, script and soundtrack.
A team of devotees from New
York including Aditya, Ataryami and Harivilasa also sent video offerings and a
feel for the important New York project they are supporting in Maharaja’s
absence.
Sadbhuja: The nature of the
spiritual master is that he engages us in service and without him we cannot
serve.
Sudhama: Your blessings are
our strength, your shelter is our blessings…
Nityamanjari: It’s so
wonderful to be part of Lord Caitanya’s mission by your mercy. With Kingsday we
can purify Amsterdam and ourselves as well.
Gita Govinda and Rati
Manjari took the limelight with a spiritual take on a Stevi Wonder song on the
good old days on sankirtana.
Harinamananda: You are my
best friend. You are always there for me, especially on harinama. Once
we did harinama at the departure gates at the airport and we didn’t see
that you were watching from the lounge. You are always looking out for me.
Namarupa: You said that you
consider sadhu-sanga successful if we leave with a deeper commitment.
Krishna Kirtan: A meditation
from Maharaja: When will my disciples stop looking to take and start giving?
Sutapa: All my life I tried
to fit in but now I’m connected to you. It’s unpredictable and dangerous to be
your disciple. Jayadvaita Swami told me the greatest thing you can have in your
life is someone who has more faith in you than you do.
You said: “I don’t know how
much I love Krsna but I love the opportunity to do devotional service.”
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