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Spend a relaxing weekend in the Gold Coast hinterland stretching and strengthening, cleansing and rejuvenating, refreshing and revitalising at the Atma Yoga April Retreat.
Friday April 5 – Sunday April 7
Cost: $275
Location: Springbrook Theosophical Society Retreat Centre, Springbrook (Gold Coast Hinterland)
What to bring: yoga mat, cushion, pillow case, sheets, insect repellent.
What you’ll do: reading, chatting, silently meditating, bushwalks, contemplating nature, yummy yoga food, fireside chants, and of course – yoga!
Recorded at our February kirtan this year, a mere few weeks ago, we are very happy to present a kirtan from Jahnavi, who has regularly visited kirtans since 2007. We have had spectacular lack of success recording her kirtans in Oxford and are indebted to Vasudeva who came all the way from East London to be our technical wizard.
I found this write-up on Jahnavi on the web, where she is highly praised by two of the giants of the US kirtan circuit:
“Jahnavi Harrison was born and raised in a family of English bhakti yogis at Bhaktivedanta Manor in Hertfordshire. She is a multi disciplinary artist, trained in Western classical violin, South Indian dance (Bharatanatyam) and Carnatic music, as well as writing and visual arts. She aims to practise and share the rich culture of bhakti yoga as taught to her parents by A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada. Since 2009 she has been travelling internationally with sacred music bands ‘Gaura Vani and As Kindred Spirits’ and ‘Sita and the Hanumen’, and regularly collaborates with kirtan artists like Krishna Das, Shyam Das, Wah!, Shantala and Jai Uttal and Shiva Rea. She frequently features articles on bhakti yoga and the arts for publications like Pulse magazine, Elephant Journal, as well as her own blog - ‘The Little Conch’. She offers workshops in mantra music, harmonium and sacred movement and currently helps to share kirtan with a broad range of Londoners through the Kirtan London project.
‘When she sings and plays one feels that one is eavesdropping on the music of the Gods. She needs no recommendation, one only has to have ears to hear her and one knows immediately that we are in the presence of grace.’ - Krishna Das
‘Jahnavi Harrison is a being of total devotion. Listen to her sing and let the doors of your heart fly open.’- Jai Uttal
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qSMKAXv_9w4
Recorded at our February kirtan this year, a mere few weeks ago, we are very happy to present a kirtan from Jahnavi, who has regularly visited kirtans since 2007. We have had spectacular lack of success recording her kirtans in Oxford and are indebted to Vasudeva who came all the way from East London to be our technical wizard.
I found this write-up on Jahnavi on the web, where she is highly praised by two of the giants of the US kirtan circuit:
“Jahnavi Harrison was born and raised in a family of English bhakti yogis at Bhaktivedanta Manor in Hertfordshire. She is a multi disciplinary artist, trained in Western classical violin, South Indian dance (Bharatanatyam) and Carnatic music, as well as writing and visual arts. She aims to practise and share the rich culture of bhakti yoga as taught to her parents by A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada. Since 2009 she has been travelling internationally with sacred music bands ‘Gaura Vani and As Kindred Spirits’ and ‘Sita and the Hanumen’, and regularly collaborates with kirtan artists like Krishna Das, Shyam Das, Wah!, Shantala and Jai Uttal and Shiva Rea. She frequently features articles on bhakti yoga and the arts for publications like Pulse magazine, Elephant Journal, as well as her own blog - ‘The Little Conch’. She offers workshops in mantra music, harmonium and sacred movement and currently helps to share kirtan with a broad range of Londoners through the Kirtan London project.
‘When she sings and plays one feels that one is eavesdropping on the music of the Gods. She needs no recommendation, one only has to have ears to hear her and one knows immediately that we are in the presence of grace.’ - Krishna Das
‘Jahnavi Harrison is a being of total devotion. Listen to her sing and let the doors of your heart fly open.’- Jai Uttal
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qSMKAXv_9w4
Recorded at our February kirtan this year, a mere few weeks ago, we are very happy to present a kirtan from Jahnavi, who has regularly visited kirtans since 2007. We have had spectacular lack of success recording her kirtans in Oxford and are indebted to Vasudeva who came all the way from East London to be our technical wizard.
I found this write-up on Jahnavi on the web, where she is highly praised by two of the giants of the US kirtan circuit:
“Jahnavi Harrison was born and raised in a family of English bhakti yogis at Bhaktivedanta Manor in Hertfordshire. She is a multi disciplinary artist, trained in Western classical violin, South Indian dance (Bharatanatyam) and Carnatic music, as well as writing and visual arts. She aims to practise and share the rich culture of bhakti yoga as taught to her parents by A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada. Since 2009 she has been travelling internationally with sacred music bands ‘Gaura Vani and As Kindred Spirits’ and ‘Sita and the Hanumen’, and regularly collaborates with kirtan artists like Krishna Das, Shyam Das, Wah!, Shantala and Jai Uttal and Shiva Rea. She frequently features articles on bhakti yoga and the arts for publications like Pulse magazine, Elephant Journal, as well as her own blog - ‘The Little Conch’. She offers workshops in mantra music, harmonium and sacred movement and currently helps to share kirtan with a broad range of Londoners through the Kirtan London project.
‘When she sings and plays one feels that one is eavesdropping on the music of the Gods. She needs no recommendation, one only has to have ears to hear her and one knows immediately that we are in the presence of grace.’ - Krishna Das
‘Jahnavi Harrison is a being of total devotion. Listen to her sing and let the doors of your heart fly open.’- Jai Uttal
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qSMKAXv_9w4
Sunday 16 March 6pm
On this upcoming full moon day it’s the birthday of Chaitanya Mahaprabhu – the leader & founder of mantra music meditation. It’s a big day in the Bhakti-Yoga calendar, so come for a Glow Party! … it’ll be a dazzling decorated evening for the eyes and ears with Kirtan, a live drama performance & gourmet food, then after dinner we’ll dive into more Kirtan interwoven with a candlelit arati ceremony, koha entry.
BY GUNACUDA DEVI DASI
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My first upset as an initiated devotee was during my initiation ceremony. The chief desire that motivated me to seek initiation was that I hoped it would somehow help improve my chanting of the Hare Krsna mahamantra. I really wanted that, but it didn’t seem to happen. I also wanted to be accepted in the parampara with a name indicating a servant of Krsna. When I heard my name given as “Pandu das,” a feeling of dread came over me. I had viewed Pandu Maharaj as the chief material cause of the war at Kuruksetra.
When the initiation ceremony was over, I was instructed to go around and beg some dakshin for my guru. I did that, and after giving it I asked him what was Pandu’s relationship with Krsna. He said Pandu was Krsna’s uncle by marriage. I asked if Pandu had ever met Krsna, and he asked me if I had read Mahabharata. I said that I had, but it was a Hindu version from before I met devotees, so he advised that I read a specific devotee translation. I did, but it didn’t answer the question.
Later he said he gave me the Pandu name because of Maharaj Pandu being a good father. I was dumbfounded by this. Pandu was cursed because of inadvertently killing a brahmana by reckless hunting in violation of the applicable rules of the time. The curse said he would immediately die if he tried to have sex. Consequently, Pandu could only be a stepfather thanks to a prior benediction given to Kunti, whom he insulted by being overcome with lust for his younger wife.
Pandu knew he would die if he tried to have sex, but he attempted it anyway, even before his stepchildren were grown. He knew this would leave his stepchildren without a father, and I presume he understood that this would create a potential conflict for control of the monarchy. Sometimes it’s considered that Bhishma was to blame for the war because he did not break his vow of celibacy when it became a possible solution to the growing conflict, but it does not make sense to me that Bhishma should be blamed for not breaking his great vow to solve a problem created by Pandu’s inability to control himself.
It could be said that Pandu had to die in order for the course of events to occur that led to the speaking of Bhagavad-gita, but I do not believe that Krsna can be thwarted by a course of material events. To my understanding, Maharaj Pandu consciously abandoned his children just to have a moment of sex, and his inability to restrain his lust was the chief material cause of the war at Kuruksetra. Getting named after him felt to me like a curse of failure upon my spiritual life, and unfortunately it seems to be one that has so far come true.
I seem to be in a very weird circumstance. The mean behavior of devotees made me quit aspiring for Krsna consciousness and try to believe that Krsna is imaginary, but associating with atheists renewed my faith in Krsna. I had been trying my best to serve devotees according to my duty, but the GBC contemptuously broke ISKCON Law pertaining to child protection in my community, and consequently my performance of duty was seen as offensive. Wanting to impeach me from my service, several brahmanas lied to me and also induced my guru to lie to me. There are no words for the grief I suffered because of this. It still hurts me seven years later.
I endured feeling almost like a ghost for almost two years, and then decided to accept blame for whatever caused me to leave devotee association, although I did not actually understand any fault on my own part. Because this humility was artificial, despite being a sincere attempt, I could not sustain it. I simply did not trust my guru anymore, nor the brahmanas in my community. I became attracted to ISKCON because of Srila Prabhupada’s books and not due to having met any devotee. I had already read Bhagavad-gita As It Is three times and was convinced before ever meeting a devotee. My faith in Krsna consciousness was due to Srila Prabhupada and Krsna’s intervention. Accepting a substitute guru in accordance with ISKCON standards has been a disaster for my spiritual life.
One day our local GBC came to the temple and explained that new bylaws were being imposed because the Rtvik supporters were “enemies of ISKCON.” I thought if anyone is to be my enemy, I should understand their beliefs. Upon doing so, I became convinced that the rtviks understanding was better than what ISKCON was asserting. Unfortunately this made me an “enemy of ISKCON,” although I did not want to be. After some time, I realized that the rtvik view could not prevail because Srila Prabhupada had given enough authority to the group who would designate themselves as “Zonal Acaryas” that no one would be able to successfully challenge them. It became my belief that Srila Prabhupada wanted to accept people like me as disciples, but that he failed to manifest that fact. Some say he was poisoned, but I don’t know. It’s almost irrelevant. Getting poisoned by one’s disciples is also a failure.
My desire to uphold child protection standards made me an enemy of my community. My desire to take shelter of Srila Prabhupada made me an enemy of ISKCON. My inability to divorce ISKCON’s scandals from its Founder-Acarya made me an enemy of the rtviks. One day the last straw came upon me, and despite chanting 16 rounds per day until then, I put my japa bag away and have not chanted a single round since. That was in summer 2010. Previously I had completed about 55,000 rounds. I had no other spiritual faith except for Krsna and Srila Prabhupada, so I resolved to attempt forgetting Krsna and become an atheist. It took me about a year to stop hearing Hare Krsna in my mind, enough so that I could feel sort of normal by ordinary standards. I identified with the atheist community for more than a year, almost two, but it bothered me that they did not seem to know Vaisnava philosophy. I found their arguments inadequate against Vaisnava philosophy, so I presented it in an attempt to elicit their arguments against it. It soon became apparent that they did not understand Vaisnava philosophy because they did not want to understand it. Consequently, from atheistic association, I was able to recover my faith in the Vedas.
This strikes me as extremely odd, even despite the name choice for my blog. I sought devotees because Krsna said to get their association, but then devotees made me stop believing in Krsna until atheists inadvertently helped me to again recognize the Vedas as authoritative.
This puts me in a dilemma, because it doesn’t change the fact that my guru lied to me or that the brahmana leaders in my community lied to me to separate me from my duty, because the “guru” wanted to glorify a child molester in contempt of ISKCON Law. My guru also said he would arrange a mediator to come help me resolve the problem with my community, but he never did it. Until recently I haven’t paid attention to ISKCON politics for the past few years, but of course nothing has changed. Devotees are still fighting among themselves. I practically have no guru so I do not feel welcome in any devotee association. ISKCON could easily solve this problem (by simply allowing within ISKCON both regular guru initiations and rtvik initiations with Srila Prabhupada as the guru), but clearly they won’t, and consequently I seem to have no hope for spiritual association unless my next birth gives a new opportunity. I would like to be able to make peace with my “guru” and with the brahmanas who lied to me, but my apologies to them were never reciprocated, so I lack the experiential basis for trusting them.
How can a person surrender to someone who is not trusted? How can I trust a guru who lied to me but apparently is not sorry about it? How can I become a devotee without devotee association, trust in brahmanas, or faith in a guru? Devotees are supposed to be knowledgeable and merciful, but I seem to be unable to get the help I need to confidently understand what Krsna wants me to do.
The Art Department has been actively expanding over the recent months. The images from the drawings are coming to life as sculptors and masons shape their masterpieces on the temple site.
The most exciting endeavor has been the recent development of one of the elephants at the main entrance to the temple. There will be two elephants which will serve as decorative ornamentation, each built around a pillar. The sculptures will be six meters high and will conceal the supporting pillar structure.
This first prototype will serve as a visual aid so the artists can modify the design if needed. The towering figure was first shaped by straw then covered by plaster of Paris to show more detail. Once the plaster is completed, the art team will judge the creation and make any necessary refinements. Though this is quite a laborious process, the elephant will be dismantled once the artists are satisfied with the final template. Building models is a crucial aspect in the progress of many of the TOVP’s special features. It allows the artists to see how the dimensions from the drawings translate into tangible forms. To help with this process, a clay elephant was sculpted by Drdha Vrata Das so the sculptors on site would also have a visual to work from. Changes to the clay elephant have also been made throughout the creative process since the team could see which elements worked and which details needed to be adjusted. A short distance from the elephant sculpture, another pillar is being intricately disguised. This pillar is being ornately molded by bricks a mason chisels into the desired shape. His fluid movements are amazing to watch as he artfully models each brick to fit cohesively with the others. Watching the artists work with their respective ‘canvases’ is an amazing event because it showcases the pure ecstasy of Divine inspiration.
Here is a link to an article I wrote for the Faraday Schools website, a joint effort of Reading and Cambridge Universities that explores the relationship between religion and science.
http://www.faradayschools.com/re-topics/re-year-10-11/an-interview-with-krishna-dharma/
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Harinama in Times Square Subway Station, January 10, 2013. |
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Harinama in Times Square Subway Station, January 10, 2013. |
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Global Kirtan for Yamuna Gears up Amidst Political Breakthroughs
Originally posted by Madhava Smullen for ISKCON News on 15 Feb 2013
Second generation ISKCON devotees working with the Kuli Mela Association are calling out to friends and ISKCON temples all over the world to join in a Global Kirtan for the Yamuna river on March 1st.
It’s the second time the worldwide prayer will be held for the beleaguered holy river, after the hugely successful January 30th, 2010 kirtan, which saw 130 groups participating along with prominent kirtaniyas Aindra Babaji, Shyamdas Ji, Radhanath Swami, Jai Uttal, Gaura Vani, Karnamrita, and The Mayapuris.
Back then, devotees were protesting the construction of a highway overpass across the river at Keshi Ghat in Vrindavan, the sacred land of Lord Krishna’s birth.
Soon after, construction was stopped when the Allahabad High Court declared the overpass illegal on the grounds that it was less than 200 meters from an ASI protected monument, the Jugal Kishor Mandir.
After this, however, an even bigger outrage came to light. Eighty-five per cent of the Yamuna, which emerged crystal clear from its source in the Himalayas, was being held back by an irrigation dam in the state of Haryana. Meanwhile, Delhi City sewage and industrial waste was being emptied into it, until not a single drop of original Yamuna water was left by the time it reached Vrindavan.
Activists and devotees headed by Vrindavan-based group Maan Mandir fought for their beloved Yamuna, forcing the government to take notice with a series of protests and marches.
On March 1st, the biggest march yet is planned, with an astonishing half a million people expected to embark on a ten-day walk from Vrindavan to Delh in protest of the sacred river’s plight.
To add devotional power to the march’s political clout, devotees around the world will hold their second Global Kirtan on the same day, raising their voices for the Yamuna river.
In Berkely, California, Global Kirtan organizer Krishna Devata McComb will be singing along with Mantralogy artist Prajna Vieira.
Major kirtan singers all over the US will join in, with Gaura Vani of As Kindred Spirits chanting in Washington D.C., the Mayapuris in New York, and the Kirtaniyas in Los Angeles.
In Canada, Govinda Ghosh will sing at the Saranagati rural village in British Columbia.
Many South American communities have also just confirmed their involvement in the Global Kirtan, from the tip of Patagonia to the mountains of Peru.
In India, participants at this year’s Kumbha Mela in Allahabad, where the Yamuna meets the Ganges, will also join in with kirtan for the Yamuna.
Finally at the historic Jugal Kishor Palace Complex in Keshi Ghat, Vrindavana, Gaura Mani of Vrajavadhus’ Kirtan will sing on the banks of the Yamuna, as 500,000 people gather to walk to Delhi.
Altogether, at least one hundred groups of chanters are expected worldwide. Some groups may be big, some may be small; some may chant for 24 hours, some just for one; but all will be praying for the Yamuna with devotion.
To Krishna Devata, a second generation devotee who grew up holding Yamuna Devi in great regard, it’s an extremely personal cause.
“Each time I dedicate myself to this meditation, I can’t help but recall my childhood days, swimming and playing in the Yamuna with my little brother back in 1981 when I was five and he was two,” she says.
Sadly, the next time Krishna Devata returned to the Yamuna–in 1998–it was to offer her brother’s ashes into the sacred waters, two years after he had passed away. There, as Yamuna Devi provided her solace, a deep bond was forged with the holy river.
So when Krishna Devata again visited the Yamuna in 2010 with her own children—now aged five and two just like she and her brother had been—and saw it blighted by pollution, garbage and construction work, the sight moved her to tears.
“I was sitting in the rickshaw with my children, and I couldn’t approach the river,” she recalls. “It struck me in a very deep place how in one generation I had seen this happen before my very eyes. And I realized that I was in for a lifetime of service.”
There may be a lifetime of caring for the Yamuna ahead. But it’s likely that Krishna Devata and the other devotees aching for the Yamuna may see developments that will soothe their hearts soon after their global chant on 3.1.13, if not before.
Radha Jivan Das, an ISKCON devotee businessman and activist working with Maan Mandir, recently reported that representatives of the organization met with Delhi head of Congress Ms Sonia Gandhi on February 8th with positive results.
“We talked to her regarding the problems with Yamuna,” she says. “She was very serious on the matter and has promised to do the best she can by speaking to the chief minister of Haryana. She said she will see to it that water is released into the Yamuna [to restore it to its original clean state].”
Maan Mandir representatives also spoke with Lalu Yadav, one of the top political leaders of Bihar state and a current member of Parliament. He promised to aggressively bring up the Yamuna’s plight at the upcoming Parliament sessions in Delhi from February 21st to March 21st and see if something could be done.
Meanwhile, awareness for the walk beginning March 1st is high all over the region of Braj, where the towns of Vrindavana, Mathura, Gokul, Govardhan and possibly even Agra will be completely closed down for the day.
“Jai Guru Dev ashram has taken responsibility to feed the 500,000 protestors every day for ten days, and bus services, shops and offices will be closed,” says Radha Jivan.
The march is expected to completely block the major National Highway 2, and Radha Jivan has expressed the expectation that the government will intervene and promise action before the protestors even reach Delhi.
Meanwhile there’s no doubt that the activists on the ground will feel hugely inspired and supported by devotees all over the world praying for their success—what to speak of the auspiciousness such vast congregational chanting will bring to the whole effort.
“Our unified voices really make a difference,” Krishna Devata says. “Just gathering and agreeing to dedicate our prayer together, is a huge act of peace and hope.”
So if you want to make a difference, please organize a kirtan in your community—long or short, small or large—on March 1st, 2013; and email Krishna Devata at thedancingmama@gmail.com to let her know the location and details.
One thing is for sure: I did bake a cake yesterday and here it is. At least this is a photographic record that it existed. As all things in this real but temporary world, it has now gone the way of all great gateaux.
For your culinary and orally-fixated pleasure: it is (or was) a two layer peach, nutmeg, coconut and lemon zest enriched sponge cake sandwiched together with mixed berry jam, frosted with a combination of sweetened cream cheese infused with lime zest. I decorated it with toasted coconut ribbon and candied lemon peel. Yes, it tasted as spectacular as it sounds.
Finally: I would like to offer my apologies that this blog is very sparse these days. I am totally absorbed in looking after my father's affairs since his health has deteriorated. If you'd like to stay in touch, I suggest you follow me on Facebook, my only regular interface with the world these days. My Facebook name is private, but if you write me by commenting on this post, I can provide you with it.
Chakrini released her first kirtan recording when she was just fifteen years old, on cassette tape in those days. Since that time, and a number of albums later, she has been recognised as an important voice in the kirtan community.
In this podcast we hear Chakrini sing Om Namo Bhagavate, in Oxford, in 2011. Visit her website for more http://www.chakrini.com
Chakrini released her first kirtan recording when she was just fifteen years old, on cassette tape in those days. Since that time, and a number of albums later, she has been recognised as an important voice in the kirtan community.
In this podcast we hear Chakrini sing Om Namo Bhagavate, in Oxford, in 2011. Visit her website for more http://www.chakrini.com
Chakrini released her first kirtan recording when she was just fifteen years old, on cassette tape in those days. Since that time, and a number of albums later, she has been recognised as an important voice in the kirtan community.
In this podcast we hear Chakrini sing Om Namo Bhagavate, in Oxford, in 2011. Visit her website for more http://www.chakrini.com
venum kvanantam aravinda-dalayataksam-
Barhavatamsam asitambuda-sundarangam
kandarpa-koti-kamaniya-visesa-sobham
govindam adi-purusam tam aham bhajami
Peacock plume on his head, blooming eyes like lotus petals
Form of boundless beauty like a brilliant bluish rain cloud
Incomparable loveliness charming countless Cupids
Govinda, primeval person, I worship you my Lord
angani yasya sakalendriya-vrtti-manti
pasyanti panti kalayanti ciram jaganti
ananda-cinmaya-sad-ujjvala-vigrahasya
govindam adi-purusam tam aham bhajami
Completely conscious in his limbs and supernal senses
Full of bliss, eternal truth and ever sparkling splendour
Who sees, maintains and manifests the entire existence
Govinda, primeval person, I worship you my Lord